Day 4,
Everything feels so far away. Your still back home, and I am still here. Today I realized how trapped I am, I'm stuck in this place where everything, and everyone makes me miss you more and more. Even thought we have no history here, somehow the power of your presence is everywhere. Maybe that's because you have had such an impact on my being that it is resounded all around me. While it is so hard to be reminded of you all of the time, I like it. It makes me feel as if their is some shred of hope, somewhere, reminding me to keep going, to keep fighting for the one person in this world that I can see myself with forever. Not just the forever that is said by people, filled with false promises. I am talking about the real forever. The one that can only be promised by two lovers, two people willing to devote themselves and sacrifice everything for their others good being. I'm talking about us.

"All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love."